I just want to get married to someone and start building a life together. How cute is the idea though. Waking up to someone, making breakfast, being lazy together, marathoning lotr, watching tv shows cuddled in blankets, taking turns making tea, making them smile, reading books aloud, not being alone…
this is beyond accurate and let me tell you its the best feeling in the world.
I’m already ruined. My whole life is just going to be a battle with depression and suicidal thoughts. I don’t want to live like that… I can’t..